Post by Mana on Jun 26, 2009 17:17:59 GMT -8
THE BASICS
Name (full or nickname is fine): Mana
Band (the real person): Malice Mizer
Sexual Orientation: Homosexual
PHYSICAL
Height: 187cm
Weight: 60.2kg
Hair color: Black
Eye color: Brown (sometimes wears blue contacts)
Tattoos: None
Piercings: Ears
Markings: None
Anything else to add here [like a picture]:
I know it's big, but it's such a nice image ><
BACKGROUND
Interests: Music, movies, poetry, foreign languages, theater.
Likes: Happy endings, being alone, playing guitar, watching movies, reading, sleeping, night time.
Dislikes:Women, mandatory social events, talking too much, anything to do with food or drink, unhapppy endings, direct light.
Personality [25 word minimum]: Mana is very quiet and prefers to stick mostly to himself. He'll say something when absolutely needed but otherwise he's a shut mouth. He is really shut off unless someone really tries to pry in to him and even then, he questions their motives. He continually feels insecure and unloved, no matter the attention he gets. He feels that even though he is "loved" physically, nobody can love him for his soul. He tends to hide his troubled self behind an innocent image that somehow resembles at child at times i.e: having stuffed animals and watching animation films. Mana does this so he doesn't burden anyone else with his problems.
History [50 word minimum]: Mana grew up to a loving mother and father in a very much normal home, the oldest of three. His parents and siblings very close and dear to him as he grew up.
His real trouble started in middle school.
Near the middle of his first year, he was raped by one of his teachers and henceforth, withdrew from everyone. Mana changed drastically after that. He began to cross dress, began to solicit himself from any social gatherings and the like. He became shut off to everyone and anyone.
Two years later, after once attempting suicide, he started to starve himself and refuse to eat; but his parents had given up on him long before that, and it was too late to stop Mana's condition from worsening. Mana felt that ever since he was raped, something inside him was corrupt, dirty and ugly so to have anyone love him, he needed to be beautiful outside. No matter how much weight he lost, how much makeup he wore and no matter how short his skirt was, Mana never found himself beautiful in the mirror.
After 2 years of being in and out of foster homes and hospitals (some of which were no better than his middle school) his doctor sent him to Kurayami, hoping it would set him right.
SCHOOL INFO
Grade: Junior
Dorm: Shoku
Classes: TBA
Clubs/activities: Choir (<-- is that approved yet?)
ABOUT YOURSELF
Name: Akui is what I go by
Contact info [at least one]: See Kozi
Other muses on this board: Kozi
MISC
Comments on site: Thanks for taking away the seizure-highlighting
Suggestions: Nope
Want to add anything? Kandy Land
WRITING SAMPLE [50 word minimum]:
See Kozi
Awesome-sauce! ^^ And yeah, you can pretty much choose whatever activity you want. XD
Name (full or nickname is fine): Mana
Band (the real person): Malice Mizer
Sexual Orientation: Homosexual
PHYSICAL
Height: 187cm
Weight: 60.2kg
Hair color: Black
Eye color: Brown (sometimes wears blue contacts)
Tattoos: None
Piercings: Ears
Markings: None
Anything else to add here [like a picture]:
I know it's big, but it's such a nice image ><
BACKGROUND
Interests: Music, movies, poetry, foreign languages, theater.
Likes: Happy endings, being alone, playing guitar, watching movies, reading, sleeping, night time.
Dislikes:Women, mandatory social events, talking too much, anything to do with food or drink, unhapppy endings, direct light.
Personality [25 word minimum]: Mana is very quiet and prefers to stick mostly to himself. He'll say something when absolutely needed but otherwise he's a shut mouth. He is really shut off unless someone really tries to pry in to him and even then, he questions their motives. He continually feels insecure and unloved, no matter the attention he gets. He feels that even though he is "loved" physically, nobody can love him for his soul. He tends to hide his troubled self behind an innocent image that somehow resembles at child at times i.e: having stuffed animals and watching animation films. Mana does this so he doesn't burden anyone else with his problems.
History [50 word minimum]: Mana grew up to a loving mother and father in a very much normal home, the oldest of three. His parents and siblings very close and dear to him as he grew up.
His real trouble started in middle school.
Near the middle of his first year, he was raped by one of his teachers and henceforth, withdrew from everyone. Mana changed drastically after that. He began to cross dress, began to solicit himself from any social gatherings and the like. He became shut off to everyone and anyone.
Two years later, after once attempting suicide, he started to starve himself and refuse to eat; but his parents had given up on him long before that, and it was too late to stop Mana's condition from worsening. Mana felt that ever since he was raped, something inside him was corrupt, dirty and ugly so to have anyone love him, he needed to be beautiful outside. No matter how much weight he lost, how much makeup he wore and no matter how short his skirt was, Mana never found himself beautiful in the mirror.
After 2 years of being in and out of foster homes and hospitals (some of which were no better than his middle school) his doctor sent him to Kurayami, hoping it would set him right.
SCHOOL INFO
Grade: Junior
Dorm: Shoku
Classes: TBA
Clubs/activities: Choir (<-- is that approved yet?)
ABOUT YOURSELF
Name: Akui is what I go by
Contact info [at least one]: See Kozi
Other muses on this board: Kozi
MISC
Comments on site: Thanks for taking away the seizure-highlighting
Suggestions: Nope
Want to add anything? Kandy Land
WRITING SAMPLE [50 word minimum]:
See Kozi
Awesome-sauce! ^^ And yeah, you can pretty much choose whatever activity you want. XD